just a new post i guess..... (sort of ranting)

i wonder if anybody has ever sat down i really figured out all of the different types of friends..... or thought about how lucky some people really are in their friendships....

let's see....
you have your acquaintances, which are just people that you are friendly to and talk to, like some coworkers or people like that....

you have your convenince friends..... these are friends that are there went it is convenient for them (the kind that i tend to attract most of the time)

then you have those people who are really really lucky who have friends that they have grown up with... they have been friends their whole lives.... they may not be very close, but they are friends


then you have the lucky ones.... (how many people actually have these friends i don't know, but i'm apparently not one of them) the lucky people are those who have a friend of their own age that will be there whenever they need them... they can tell this person anything and this person can tell them anything.... people may even say that these people could be joined at the hip or something... these are people who won't leave each other hanging and no matter what won't stab the other one in the back...


you know friends are supposed to bring you happiness and joy, sometimes it will be pain and sorrow, but your supposed to be happy.... you see, the problem with being convenient friends is that one person can want a relationship and try their hardest and work their tales off, but that won't work. when you are convenienced it hurts and it hurts bad....


i'm sorry..... then again i'm really not sorry for people who read this that get offended, hurt, mad or anything else.... this is what i am dealing with right now.... i may end up getting nailed for putting this on here for all the world to see, but at least now people will know.... so if you have people that are just your "convenient" friends it might be a good thing for you to sort of do something about that because you might not realize that you are hurting them pretty bad....


if you read this whole post then thanks and hopefully your not to depressed or anything when you get done.....

allison